masochist

everythin sucks. sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks. IF YOU'RE FROM FRIENDPAGES, PLEASE HELP ME. THE ADDRESS SUPPLIED [TEAM@FRIENDPAGES.COM] FOR HELP DOES NOT SEEM TO BE WORKING. I'VE TRIED A FEW DIFFERENT FRIENDPAGES EMAIL ADDRESSES [WEBMASTER@FRIENDPAGES.COM etc], JUST BY GUESSING, BUT THESE HAVE ALL BEEN RETURNED TO ME ALSO. IT'S ALMOST AS IF THERE IS NO ONE BEHIND IT ALL. NO CONTACTS, A REALLY SIMPLE HELP PAGE, IT'S JUST A PHANTOM SITE...IF YOU'VE BEEN SENT TO CHECK OUT THE 'ADULT' CONTENT OF THE PAGE, WELL, I PROBABLY SENT YOU. MY NEW PAGE IS UP NOW AT www.geocities.com/masochist_nz or http://fly.to/masochist hopefully one or the other will work for you. don't forget to scar. it's pretty similar at the moment. it's got more art work, since this page crapped out a while ago. it looks like this page has been abandoned. i might check in once in a while in here to look around, but i don't have any real reason to. see yall at the new site - maso IT MAY BE EMPTY, OR MULTIFACETED, BUT IT GROWS MORE COMPLEX WITH EVERY BREATH...... Don't forget to leave scars across my face This page is in it's embryotic state at present. Give it a chance to mutate and spread.... To contact me, click on abuse me, or email me at masochist@godisdead.com or icq 71192794 PLEASE TAKE SOME TIME TO VOTE ON THIS SITE Stealing images is a petty crime. But if you wish to do so, scar my face while you're at it. 12/2/2001 I've totally redone most of my new site, so go there. This place is a croc, but probably fuller and faster loading than my new page although, much less personal since the other one was a lot more work e.g, i had to do more than fill in a few forms. hope you enjoy the new place, and don't forget to scar! tata beanie. 5/1/2001OK, none of the pics worked. I've left cemetary and ink there. if you can see them, leave a scar or abuse me. please. I have a feeling there is a limited amount of memory for this page. and perhaps i have exceeded it. fuck. As you have noticed, i've put a very sexy big white help notice at the top. if you too have friendpages site, and can help, please do. This is crazy. Who is behind this all? it's crazy. take care, have fun, be good, genie. 4/1/2001HAPPY NEW YEARS! ok, so i've added 10 more drawings. hope everyone's new years was good. see you soon. beans. 14/12I'm such a loser. I haven't even added anything, but I just thought i'd sign in to let yall know i'm alive...unfortunately...working 9 to 5 it sucks but i'm getting paid and your not. weekend is almost here...this ones gonna be big. see ya at xmas in the park... 3/12 It's been a while huh? Been tidying up the site a bit more, hunting for some webrings. Nothing really worth mentioning. Took down Lucifer no one really paid any attention to him any and he was just taking up space. 31/10 Today I finally got in again. I added 11 more drawings. Mostly ones from the start of the year. And 4 really recent ones - from the last few days [Suffer]. Halloween today. 25/10 Got in again. Added 3 more things to my writings. Just about to change the main page pic. Links still screwed up. 24/10 My page keeps fucking up. If you can read this, lucky you. Coz I can't. Fank yall for leaving such beautiful, deep scars. These wounds will never heal. My links page isn't working, i think there's only one link in there. 18/10 Changed the background colour to black once again. Thought I'd like the change....was wrong. Lucifer never seems to get sick so I'll continue to neglect him... Exams are almost over. Art tomorrow. 11/10 Added 7 more sketches. Yeah, I know the titles aren't very interesting, but they're to help me remember what they are without having to open up the file. I'm not planning to name a picture of a guy "Angst of Queen Destiny's Judgement Day" or some supposedly meaningful name like that. But if you can think of a name that suits a drawing, send it in. 8/10 Same day. Took out all the clips because they were just taking up space and then my photos page fucked up, so had to try sort that out. Added some recent drawings that were done during the last 2 weeks. 8/10 Finally was able to get in here. Scanned more pics, but haven't had a chance to modify them to put them into here. 2/10 Tried to put more links onto the page. It says it's done it, but it doesn't show up on my screen. dammit. 1/10 Sarah's last night. Haha. Guess who was first to chuck...silly. However good smirnoff is, drinking it straight, after a lollipop can't be good. Blue flowers for everyone...Profanity leaves a deep scar for Masochist...Can't wait for the video... 28/9 HEY I'M BACK! SUPPOSE YOU CAN'T GET RID OF ME THAT EASILY, BUT I'LL HAVE TO REBUILD THIS DAMAGED PLACE. IT FUCKED UP AND ICOULDN'T MAKE ANY CHANGES TO IT COZ OF THAT DUMB POSTCARD THING I TRIED TO PUT ON THEN PAGE, SO I JUST DELETED MY WHOLE PAGE. ONLY THAT LED TO MORE PROBLEMS...WELL THANKS FOR VISITING...LEAVE ME SCARS....GENIE 23/9 I can see my page now, but the guestbook is still screwed up for me.... 18/9 Nope it's still fucked up. I can't see my page... 12/9 Today I finally got to look at my page. Damn I suck. Our lives are just a split second of motion in the life of earth. Earth’s existence is even less than that of our galaxy’s life span. But what is even that compared to the seeming eternity of the universe? Nothing can even compare. You use the term beginning of time. But how can time begin? Has not it always existed? You clocks and calendars have nothing to do with measuring reality. Reality is what is real but how are we to know? We view these mechanisms as logical and dependable, but can we trust what we cannot even comprehend is real? What if this is as dream? If it is, then all this suffering is in vain. Just to fill in time until you awaken. What’s on the other side? You’ll better hope there is or this pathetic life you have led will be the only one you will ever experience. And what of your Heaven, your Hell? What of reincarnation? What of your Summerland? Are we alone in this universe or are there others? Who is your God? Is religion the way, and if so, which religion is the god’s religion? Where did your inspiration come from to write these fantastic lies? Will we find these answers in death or will we just cease to be? – Masochist 8th August 2000 Please rate this site at dazenet.com Top100 10- Best 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1- Worst www.dazenet.com